Living in a world where everyone has an addiction to one thing or another and denying it is like denying to your own shadow that it doesn't exist, but if we learn to admit and allow to point out where the need is to improve ourselves the healing and rediscovering ourselves begins...
Technology has played the greatest part in this.., but it should not be an excuse for us to remain caged in this kind of addictions, be it extreme or mild one because all the two categories each impact and affects us.
When this sister kept crying all day long and making her nights peaceless, I could imagine how sometimes we carry burdens that we don't deserve to carry in the next hour of our living......
They just kept robbing us of the precious inner strength that should keep us going.
"Janet had seen it all" her being the Sunday school teacher and all her character moulded in the word of God and her self-image embodied in her way of carrying herself in confidence closed all assumptions that she was experiencing the biggest challenge of her life, none would think she was a victim of technology all started when she found a job with the social services for children department in her county. she was posted on severance task to ensure all the contents that are aired in one of the children department was clean and morally sound.
And this is where her journey started, painful and so hard to leave, she seriously cried over it knowing that her life will not be the same again. It started as a mere curiosity to know what is in those phonography sites daily opening and watching those short videos and mild postures of nacked beings, days went by not knowing she was exposing herself to the greatest addiction of her and by the time she knew she was an addict fully in it and become a must for her to watch to feel satisfaction.
Her addiction led her to another she becomes an online prostitute where she could sell herself to clients.
Outside the world, she was an innocent girl but in the world of technology she was an excerpt, she was the most influential lady in her church and was trusted to take care of the children department, but out of God mercy, the kids kept growing for I believe the impact of the church prayers was working for the better.
Days went by and Janet effects of the praying church brought her the deliverance grace of God she found mercy amidst great fall and God in great mercy found her before she was completely consumed.
As we can see, how many of us are struggling inside with hidden sin, no one can know what we have in our secret life but it is robbing our peace our constant yearning is to change.
But all this is done out of us willing to admit that we have a shortcoming and God will deal with it out of his mercies and our deliverance is guaranteed.
Staying fallen is the problem, but the issue is not falling because we are all candidates of falling,
Janet being the perfect girl in eyes of the outside world didn't give her peace of mind she much needed, her consistent inner cry was not understood by anyone, her clients saw customer satisfy them, and used her as their money would qualify them...
But deep in her heart, she needed a change,
She narrated an incident that broke us to tears when she told us a client came demanding an extra favour beyond her ability,
he was a spiritualist who came looking for a service that required her to offer her menstrual period freshly on a guard, and it was to be a constant service for 3months for a certain ritual,
It sounded easy to her especially considering the amount offered but that one contract messed up her life to the extent that by the time he was narrating this he was seeking deliverance from invading demons that we're giving her no peace and she was now under bondage of sexual husband.
The tormenting spirits rendering her an object of sexual sin to all type of people, her life become meaningless to the extent that she had to do her business as a prostitute broker, looking for willing ladies connecting them to clients for a commission.
So much money but her life was empty and full of poverty.
It's only God who makes us rich and wealthy and in him we have satisfaction .
All other ways used may seems easier but they don't give permanent satisfying answers.
but when we get it from the real and true source life become easier and happier.
Janet story is one of many stories that need attention, though now fully delivered and serving God and active advocating for safe technology for this generation she says she has wasted many years wasting her energy on things that was destined to lead him to the grave only the mercies of God that reached to her,,.
How many of these are out side there ,deep crying and their cries are hidden with their faked smiles and successes, we envy them and call them blessed but they carry the curse that if God's mercies don't get them on time will bring havoc to the coming and already existing generation..
It's high time we look life at different angle and allow the spirit of truth take over our life and fight ignorance at all levels of our lives as we allow God to take prominence in our lives and those that concerns us and also be ambassadors of truth as we speak it as it is..,
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